I’m getting comfortable being on my way To the place that makes me feel okay Yes it is hard walking a certain direction Or maybe its hard because i can’t bear to see the reflection And is it weird that I think back to the time That I was still listening to finger-tapping guitar chimes Since then it’s been better, moved up to electronic beats And I think I’ve all but given up red meat But now that I’m here over most demons and temptation For some reason I can’t get rid of your face in my hibernation Plotting out an immoral act we take what we can Asking ourselves will they ever figure out this sham I’m glad we had this conversation It’s been a really nice separation from the quote unquote real life And i think it will get better, it just might